My day begins with a sigh as I slowly feel awake. Then it's off to work thinkin how much shit I have to take It's been two weeks since I've had a smile upon my face. I miss the days when all I know fits in it's place 14 days I killed myself alone, tried so hard to understand I'll never forgive you My world came crashing down as if I stood aside and watched all the monsters in my head control everything I feel I can see the door that traps me in this place I can see my way outta here but I just can't find the key.