You saw me in my worst state
Witnessed my panic attacks
Sat next to me and held my hand
I had no idea that I was going to throw all this away

So forgive me love
Forgive me for not being who you wanted me to be
Forgive me for not being present
I was hurt
Inside out
Inside, inside, inside

You saw me drink
Oh didn't complain but was scared
My lines out of time
And I let you create your expectations
Above that, above that, above that

Drinking, drinking, drinking
I was when you left me
Drinking, drinking, drinking
I was when I knew I had lost
Drinking, drinking, drinking
I was because I knew that nothing would be like before
I would never be the same
It would be the same
the same
the same

I was hurt
Inside out
Inside, inside, inside
I'm alone
what do I do now?
I'm hurt
Inside out
Inside, inside, inside