The bravest thing I have ever done Was to run away and hide But not this time, Not this time And the weakest thing I have ever done Was to stay right by your ride, just like this time And every time
I coudln't tell you I was happy you were gone So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart I coudln't tell you So I had to lead you on But I didn't mean to break your heart
And if I always seem distracted Like my minds somewhere else That's because it's true, yes it's true it's this stupid pride that makes me feel Like I have to follow through Even half-assedly, loving you Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice? When I guess I should have just come out and told you right from the start Why must I always tell you all I want is this? I guess 'cause I didn't want to break your heart
And you said What'd you think that I was gonna do, Curl up and die just because of you? I'm not that weak, you know What'd you think that I was gonna do, Try to make you love me as much as I love you? How could you be so low? You arrogant man, What do you think that I am? My heart will be fine Just stop wasting my time
And now I know you will be okay, and that I got what I want and that's rid of you Good bye And it's not cause I'll be missing you That makes me fall apart It's just that I didn't mean to break No I didn't mean to break No I didn't mean to break